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Steve "Stupid Beautiful Labrador Man" Rogers ([personal profile] starspangled) wrote2015-06-19 11:21 am
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[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[How does he describe it?

He's quiet for a moment. It's a complex set of feelings involving the lack of purpose, combined with the confusion of having felt close to that purpose again during the battles...

...even with Steve he feels lost. He can't help but feel like Steve's expecting him to be someone he's not. Someone he can only barely remember being.

He's still trying to find who he is.]


I was restless.
wipedclean: (over and over)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
[That's the real question, isn't it.]

I'm coming back.

[It's not an answer. Not really.

But really? The problem isn't solved. He's not really any closer to figuring out who he is than he was before. The only thing he managed to clearly define is that he really is good at the killing, and that having a mission makes sense.

But finding a mission didn't really solve anything.]
wipedclean: (with the pieces of the wall)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[It's an offer he doesn't usually get, and it leaves him a little bewildered.

He almost wants to say don't ask what I've been doing, but if Steve hasn't asked yet, he doesn't want to lead him to think the worst.

He swallows.]


Just... be there when I get there.
wipedclean: (and their mothers)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
Okay. Good.

[He shouldn't feel so relieved. Of course Steve would still be there. He can... he can trust Steve.]

I... there's a boat tomorrow.
wipedclean: (so let's leave it on)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh. Right. He forgot to mention that part.]

I'm in Mair. I can take a boat back to the Station.
wipedclean: (of all the things that we had)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
[Ha. Not really funny, but he appreciates the reference to something he can remember.]

Yes.
wipedclean: (like nobody's won)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:24 am (UTC)(link)
[...oh. Sleep.

It's not until right that moment that he realizes he hasn't actually had significant sleep for the past several days. He could probably go for another full 24 hours without sleep, but he's got a feeling Steve wouldn't like that.]


I... can find something.

[Jack will probably try to drag him into a brothel.]
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[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[He sighs a little, because he's pretty sure he's more dangerous than anything this city can throw at him, but he doesn't say that.]

I'll be fine.
wipedclean: (in the darkness)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[...oh.

He's quiet for a long time at that one.]


You won't.
wipedclean: (of all the things that we had)

[personal profile] wipedclean 2015-02-25 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's a little suspicious of surprises.]

...okay.