[When Steve sleeps, it's with one ear open. He's given more than a few people his room number, with instructions that they can come by day or night. But right now he's not even making a pretense of it, no matter how late it is.
He figured this question was coming sooner or later.]
Well, for one thing, he was usually snoring by now.
Fitz's room. Bed rest. I thought I could get this under control, I thought I could figure it out or make it go away, but I can't. I hurt someone. Steve, something is very wrong with me, and I don't know how to stop it.
This is so rotten but he has Skye to think of, and Kara. Kara who looks up to him. Kara who thinks that he's a leader, that he's worthy of following knowing all the terrible things it's done. Balm and pain.]
[He really doesn't know what to think about Grant Ward, besides the shared name. He knows that he's Hydra, that he betrayed his team. He knows that Skye was willing to endanger his life, and at the last second, couldn't. The lack of retaliation for that surprises him.
So despite the chaos, looking for another of Hydra's heads, a murderer:]
[Where does he stand? Steve reads it twice before sending an answer back.]
I wanted to ask you that myself. But since you beat me to it.
I stand for the innocent and the defenseless, whether it's out in the world or in this hotel. I stand for my friends, because I know the ones that stand for me. Also for what's right, and the rights of everyone to live free and without fear.
That's just off the top of my head. I'm not sure if it answers your question specifically.
on the morning of JUNE 10th, hotel guest STEVE ROGERS will wake up to find all his clothes either misted, splattered, or saturated in blood. the only clean article of clothing he will be left with are his socks, underwear, and a single shirt.
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What was he like? The Bucky you knew.
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He figured this question was coming sooner or later.]
Well, for one thing, he was usually snoring by now.
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Y -- we used to sleep together?
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Yeah, lots of times. You used to make excuses about giving your brothers more room, but I was on to you all along.
You were worried about me.
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Do you have a second
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Yeah.
I was just wondering if I could ask you something. About the Avengers.
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What do you want to know?
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your ma would have been very proud of you.
[ happy mother's day. ]
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He smiles at the text.]
I hope so. She didn't always approve of the fighting. Said it was just my father in me.
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[ he appreciates it. it gives him clarity, comfort to be alone for awhile. ]
Did you eat the eggs I left you? There was a note. And instructions.
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['Better' might not be the word for it, now that Bucky has to figure out how to reconcile two men, two lives, into one.]
I hope I'm like her.
[A long pause.]
I hadn't gotten around to that yet.
[Let's hope he didn't actually give them away.]
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I thought I could get this under control, I thought I could figure it out or make it go away, but I can't.
I hurt someone.
Steve, something is very wrong with me, and I don't know how to stop it.
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after that one post.
[ is someone maybe steadily going off the deep, murderous end? yes. yes. how could he not have noticed? ]
after that one post.
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[ steve has always been above all this, all the shadow-tricks, the twisted, sick mind games. ]
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This is so rotten but he has Skye to think of, and Kara. Kara who looks up to him. Kara who thinks that he's a leader, that he's worthy of following knowing all the terrible things it's done. Balm and pain.]
Captain. Can we speak?
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So despite the chaos, looking for another of Hydra's heads, a murderer:]
I'm listening.
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[Ward grimaces] He was a manipulative bastard. But so am I deep down. So are all of us. So I want to ask you.
Honestly.
Where do you stand?
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I wanted to ask you that myself. But since you beat me to it.
I stand for the innocent and the defenseless, whether it's out in the world or in this hotel. I stand for my friends, because I know the ones that stand for me. Also for what's right, and the rights of everyone to live free and without fear.
That's just off the top of my head. I'm not sure if it answers your question specifically.
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